Sunday, 10 February 2013

I really shouldn't be here

I have a condition where as, if I need the toilet, I need it there and then.

It was one of those times yesterday.

I had been for a colour match, and this time they applied the foundation properly. I could really see a difference and it looked really good. So good, I asked them to do
My eyes too.

Then I had lunch and that set my tummy off.

I rushed to the toilets and when I had finished, I emerged from the cubicle in to a room full of men of all ages.

Wearing full makeup, and lingerie, although the top I was wearing was baggy so you couldn't really tell, but even so, it felt so wrong. I felt I shouldn't be there, in the men's toilets.

Looking in the mirror, there was no way I would pass as a female so the ladies toilets are out of the question too.

So... Thankyou medical condition ! Because I have this tummy problem, I have obtained a raydar key for access to disabled toilets, in case of emergencies...

I think that is going to be the way forward for now.


I'm making some great progress.

I wear a pink cap, mascara, nail polish, lingerie and occasionally a blouse to work.

I just can not believe how unobservant people are.

I have told one of the girls what's happening and on a daily basis, I ask her if she has notice what I have changed and she's pretty good although doesn't see everything.

I think the turning point was when I was dressed up, and feeling comfortable going to work dressed like I was, then we went to burgerking. It was only when I was half way through my meal that I realized I was wearing makeup and a blouse, in public, in burgerking. For a moment I panicked. What if .... Then I looked around and, no, no one was looking at me, any more than I was looking at them. It felt good !